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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Points of my thoughts

i am superman
i am batman
i want to be successful

I want to sing.
sing sing sing. singing in the rain etc etc....

i want to learn live life without any worries.
my neck hurts.
so does my feet.
i sweat a lot during soccer just now.
sweet gf bought macs breakfast.
thank you

i need to update my playlist.
too much club songs is going to make my head hurt.
listening to Halo by Haley James scott.
Champions league in 4 hours!!!
glory glory man united!
tomorrow got drama workshop.
should i still be in drama?
let others be more involved?

i miss my gf.
i want to kiss my gf on the cheek and tell her i love her and then stick out my tongue.

sorry shaun.
finishing publicity photo for SDEA.
got lab management tomorrow
i hate my lab management facilitator.
drama camp in 2 weeks.
can't wait.


my room is damn messy.
i need to mop the room.
i hate STOMP so much but yet i visit it.
how contradicting.
i need to get my bike license.
i am planning to get it by september.
i need money
man u please win tomorrow

i feel fat.
lose weight
no time.
vegetarian food at w6 seems nice.

fuck
cannot swear
not nice word
really
use hand signs instead

Monday, May 19, 2008

Oh Girl, I'm into you

I rarely upload song lyrics because they take darn too much space but this was kinda meaningful to me.

With You
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything
[ With You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Happy 1 Year Anniversary

Happy 1 year Anniversary

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Politics.
You cannot escape it.
You'll see it everywhere.
In the country
in school
among your friends
even on bed.

I cannot stand it when people are so competitive during class. It's lab management and they dwell so much into the scientific terms. Just openly say that you want the A and you're willing to lick pu**y to get it. Wondering where I got that term from? It's similar to boot licking. It's just that the teacher gets orgasmic when somebody is so competitive.

I guess this is where you get your politic instinct from and become politicians. Not being afraid to argue about a point and be able to be diplomatic after that. But too bad, since when diploma graduates are able to go into politics and become successful.

I just don't understand what does the route that you take determine what type of person you are. Just because you took the diploma route and take your degree and further it, you're different from somebody who took A levels and took degree.

That aside, maybe today I'll post something happy and simple for the sake of xY.
1 more day, and it's my 1 year anniversary with my dear darling.
1 year has passed so fast and i just can't believe it's 1 year already.
so much joy,
If you think i am your world to you baby,
you were already to me before that.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

In a few hours, it's going to be mother's day.
I hope that I can make my mom happy on that day.
That's the least I can do.

These days, I've been ever so concious about my relationship with her.
She's the only I've got in this family.
It'll be my life's biggest if I regret on our relationship while she's still alive.
Family, I guess that's the most important thing I have now.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

The school is a place where you go and study.
That is where you are going to learn about new things.
The palce where you make more friends that you already have but have no time for them.

Where it seems to be nice everywhere, even the people around you but you don't know what happens when you turn your back.

Everybody is looking at you, your every move, your every sentence and your gesture.

Cameras don't even spare you. They track down the movement of everyone including visitors to the school. Cameras is a neccesity to ensure that the school keeps it a safe environment so that outsiders don't come in and create trouble. But what if these exact cameras make you feel so constricted? Where's the privacy? There is absolutely no privacy when you film someone walking down the hall with your girlfriend or your friends.

The organization in school as we call it the Ambassadors. They remind me of a particulary popular and possesive group in Singapore which existence is so powerful that anything said against it, actions will be taken. No freedom of speech.

I don't really make sense now. Just felt like typing.

Monday, May 5, 2008

I have been watching tamil movies and listening to tamil songs. like seriously.

i just like it and it makes me feel so relaxed actually listening to something that i can hardly understand except for a few words.

for those who don't know, i come from an indian background where my mother's side speak tamil fluently except for me. my cousins all took tamil as their second language.

initially back in primary school, there was this argument between my parents and my mom's parents on which mother tongue i should take. it was become so big that i resorted to speaking both the languages but more of tamil whenever i'm in my grandparent's place. my late grandfather didn't like it when i speak english to him because he deemed it as being superior. how does language diffentiate your status? it's just that i was fortunate enough to master the english language unlike him where he spoke mostly tamil when he was my age. i think that that time, they didn't even think about speaking other languages at all because if they were seen talking other languages, they were considered weird.

READ THIS FIRST :About Me

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I'm a guy with a lot of problems. Trust me, A LOT. I am the only child. I have to get a degree and a good job. My mum thinks I'm lazy. My grandma loves me. I like things to be untidy. I can't stand perfection. I like to play sports but I can't communicate for nuts. I like Drama, it keeps me sane once in a while. When I grow up, I am going to get myself a glasshouse, a Vespa, a little daughter and some proper shoes to walk on.

School(s)

Radin Mas Primary School
Gan Eng Seng School
Republic Polytechnic- Diploma in Biomedical Sciences.

Currently Working On:



What I Want To Do/ To Get In 2010

  • Sub 60
  • Run A Marathon

Love:

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Till Death Do us apart

Currently Listening To

Drake, Kanye West, Lil Wayne, Eminem - Forever David Guetta feat. Akon - Sexy Bitch The Killers - Human & Spaceman Memories - David Guetta feat. Kid Cudi