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Saturday, December 26, 2009

they'll throw you into the deep abyss, hurl abuses at you, make you feel like shit, think that you're not worth being their flesh and blood and after all this, they love you.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

d is born.

d is cute, chubby and has big eyes.

D grows up to be a naughty boy but parents love him to the core.

D eats from his mothers hand, learns football from the father's feet.

D falls down from the tricycle, they bring him to the hospital.

D sticks out his tongue, they stick out their tongue.

D goes to school crying, but comes back happily with an ice-cream in his hand.

D gets scolded for being lazy.

D is not sad.

D forgets to do his homework one day.

D's teacher calls his father.

D's father says that this is last warning

D accidentally pushes a boy down the stairs.

D gets punished.

D's father beats him up.

D cries.

D's mother cries.

D goes to bed with swollen eyes.

D feels agitated.

D starts to throw things around.

D punches and kicks his father as he tries to calm him down.

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Arrest me, i am a liability. i will cause harm without me knowing. arrest me, it's been done before at least 20 times. arrest me.

Friday, December 4, 2009

I just want to live te raast if my life doing theate but I know that it is a dream that I won't be able to fulfill

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READ THIS FIRST :About Me

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I'm a guy with a lot of problems. Trust me, A LOT. I am the only child. I have to get a degree and a good job. My mum thinks I'm lazy. My grandma loves me. I like things to be untidy. I can't stand perfection. I like to play sports but I can't communicate for nuts. I like Drama, it keeps me sane once in a while. When I grow up, I am going to get myself a glasshouse, a Vespa, a little daughter and some proper shoes to walk on.

School(s)

Radin Mas Primary School
Gan Eng Seng School
Republic Polytechnic- Diploma in Biomedical Sciences.

Currently Working On:



What I Want To Do/ To Get In 2010

  • Sub 60
  • Run A Marathon

Love:

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Till Death Do us apart

Currently Listening To

Drake, Kanye West, Lil Wayne, Eminem - Forever David Guetta feat. Akon - Sexy Bitch The Killers - Human & Spaceman Memories - David Guetta feat. Kid Cudi