Stubborn people.

Is it because they're stubborn because of circumstances or they just want to seek attention or they're just plain determined in whatever they do?

I don't really know and I don't want to find it either. Sometimes when you try so hard to help this people through many ways, be it good, bad, sarcastic or in a funny way, they just don't want to change. I may not be someone who goes to a person and say you're stubborn if if I know that person is going through a hard time. But hey, everybody goes through a hard time. It's just how you take it. I always remembered what Rocky Balboa said in his last movie, "It doesn't matter how hard you hit. It matters how hard you can get hit and still stand in ring." Even though it's pretty much a movie, I always followed in heart.

Fight on stubborn people, because I will never stop trying to help.

That was that.
Now is now.
More productions for Drama.Republic this year.
Watch this space.

AHA. So advert.
I just like this picture.
I am in love with myself,
NOT.

to the butteflies that are flying aimlessly,
the wish that once in me to be like them,
flying gracefully yet unpredictable in their directions,
without a care in the world.
being clipped of your wings,
it's just so hard to move.
a butterfly without it's wing,
the beauty of life is just lost.

Crap.
I haven't been updating that much because school's so busy. Occupied with work. Occupied with drama. and talking to Bj ALOT. Sigh.

i don't know what to write.

Life is a journey to seek for a happiness.

And to lose other happiness at the same time.

Stomp.

I'm definitely not going to dance for you when you hear that word.
Neither am I going to hear noisy sounds when I walk.


It's a website created by Singaporeans, for Singaporeans. I have been visiting it for the past 3 weeks and what I've known it's a really amusing. Singaporeans complaining about singaporeans. Singaporeans complaining; from small to big stuffs. From girls eating in the trains, to people committing suicide. This is like the news for Singaporeans who don't wish to buy the paper and give them the opportunity to criticize their own countrymen. If you want to criticize, don't criticize such trivial matters like students eating in trains. Haven't you eaten in the train before? Oh please, we all have. Nobody is born to follow the rules or behave properly. Sometimes, you ought to look in the mirror before you go on criticizing. As much as I like the other sections in the website like Singaporeans sharing their views on soccer and other stuff, I just don't like the "Singapore Seen' section. You're just bloody laughing at yourselves. Yes, YOU. you're posting the damn 'crimes' that these people have done. INSTEAD, WALK UP TO THAT GIRL AND TELL HER 'It would be nice if you don't eat in the train because it's going to stink the whole train' if you just can't stand that awful sight.

People taking photos of other people is as good as being a paparazzi. Just that your targets are singaporeans.

Hi,

13 years ago, if you would have asked me what I wanted to be when i grew up, i'd say i wanted to be a soldier because i was fascinated with the guns and the camouflage uniforms. that's why i joined ncc in secondary school.

now, i really don't know what i want to do in the future. now i'm doing things that can either land me doing in a science course or in the arts industry, theatre specifically. to be honest, i don't know where to go. i love both and i have a passion in both areas but i really don't know where i should go. most of my time now is being occupied either with theatre or with my science projects. now that school is going to resume, 70% of the time is going to be filled with science stuffs. then after school, it'll be either theatre for me or going back home. in life, i feel that an individual should have purpose and i don't know what's mine.
is my purpose to go school?
to be a good son?
to be a good boyfriend?
to be a good friend?
to do something great in life?

i know you have to take life one step at a time and maybe i've been 'running' too much. in the sense that i've been doing too many things that i keep confusing myself. one time, i was cooking and i asked myself whether i should open up a restaurant. then i ask again, in that case, why am i in a science course in poly?

then again i should ask myself. why am i in drama when i'm doing a science course? why couldn't i have joined conservation IG which could make my 'portfolio' look better when i graduate?
when people ask me what course am i in when i'm in drama, they laugh it off and ask me why i join drama? i kinda find that an irrelevant question. is like asking a 'non-atheletic girl' why she likes to watch soccer?

i've always dream to do something big in life. mother has never been proud of me, that's what i think. at least i want to do something in life that when i die, i can die in peace.

2 weeks in australia and this is what i've been thinking lately. a lot going through my head this past few days as i'm about to leave this country. well, sigh. school starts on monday and let's see how life goes from there. now, i'm taking life day by day.