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Sunday, February 17, 2008

sunday is the week that i would look forward to.
soccer.
because it's the only time i really get to sweat and dirty myself.
i like to sweat, really. it just makes feel good. knowing that you're losing all that water from your body and that your lung capacity increases and your tolerance to lactic acid increases too.

today during soccer, it just hits my head how demoralising it would be when an opposition tells their own players that they're better than me, I couldn't regain my composure and I was thinking through in my head. that's the first time somebody really said that. not that i am good in soccer or what, but being professional, saying such remarks is just not right. maybe it's true, i suck at the game because i have not being playing it regularly but it's just wrong.

this is an incident that i will have to remember for a long time and that i have to improve myself from what i already am. academically, fitness and everything else.
as your age changes, so must you

1 comment:

B.J. said...

Well you pussy just in case you were wondering where i disappeared to, my laptop crashed and i just got it reformatted today.

Lets see.
For your V day, ha this year was simple for me too!
Its true we dont need flowers or teddy bears to show our love, we just need our rod to prove it. In any case, remember, make love not babies.

For your not being able to stand certain things, nah you are not fat, well think of the bright side, if you are, you could persuade nina to work out more with you. I hear that exercise burns alot of calories. Well maybe not just heard, but experienced it before or many times.

Finally for your "rust" in soccer, dont worry I am sure you will catch up, I have not been playing soccer for a long time too. I play street soccer by the way. I am sure you need a few more games to get back to your old self. In any case, i am sure you know where to regain your confidence. But for now, I know you got it in you and you will be back and better in soccer.

Anyway you should know who i am by now. fuck.

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