drama camp ended yesterday.
boy it was fun eventhough i was able to participate only 30% of the time because of my fyp commitment.
thanks to the committee who made it possible and those who attended it.
sometimes, when i see them laughing and smiling, it just makes the worry go away. but at times, it will come back like bullet hitting me out of nowhere and i have to worry about them, again.

okay, get ready, maybe today's post will be a long one.

the past few days, i've been seeing a lot different people. those who treat friendships seriously, those who like to talk and make people laugh, those who don't bear any grudges when you do something wrong to them, those who can't take life easy, etc.

sometimes, friendship, boy, i really wonder whether they will last long. or will it just last as long you study the same school as the person. those who know me well enough, i always talk about friendship in this blog or the previous blog that i have. i really treasure them. like gareth who's going away, knowing that guy for all my poly life, when he first brought me into drama, well, i can't thank him enough. he's going off to boston anyway sometimes i crack jokes about him regarding 'clam chowders' , 'gucci', 'putting C4's somewhere'. aha. and his ever malay-related jokes. and during the last night of drama camp when he proposed a drink for him, i really can't forget that. good luck gareth, and remember the camera promise!

friends come and go. true friendship, i hope the last forever. that's why i love to take life easy. because i know i've got friends around me. you don't have to be a perfectionist to make life 'what you want'. if you are going to look at every single detail around you and making sure they go right, i feel that's not right. somebody told me yesteday, don't be afraid to make mistakes. it's good that you make mistakes, that there's an imperfection but know that you put in effort into it. FAIL GLORIOUSLY. and learn from it.

i have failed many times. i would rather fail many times then perfecting something for so long and the process wouldn't be the same. so what you fail? it doesn't mean you're not good. why do you care if people mock you for that? they can only mock you if they haven't failed in life.

life, take it easy. one day at a time
that's how i'm living my life.